Tribute to a good friend, my Fatherinlaw who left us...

It was the Saturday, the 24th of October, a day which would remain staring at me for atleast a few more years to come...or even more..., when that ultimate truth pounced back on to us - the ultimate truth of Death. We were with one of our very close friends when I received this call on my cell phone, the speaker on the other end, my younger brother-in-law struggling to connect words to convey the message of Smitha's dad leaving us all to blend into the infinitum. Yes that good human being is history now.

I am trying to get back into this world of blogging by paying my tribute to that great man Mr. C. V. Ambadi, who was a very friendly friend for me every since I joined their family. He was a friend to quite a few, THE HAND over most of his family members, a person who was popular amongst quite a few people cutting across age group, ...as they say, every good thing has to end at some point of time. You will be in our minds for a long long time Achaaa :) Thank you for everything....

It has been quite some time since I came around to this process of keying in any of those random thoughts which always originate to form a proper shape but never...
After a long long time, an element of positivity is creeping in from some distant corner of mind to make my days a bit more brighter...mabbe a sense of direction is framing...I can see it definitely taking shape and THAT day is not very distant from this moment.

Was reading this book on Life's Invincible principles...dont ask me the author, I will definitely post it in my next rand, as me hunting for his identity will kill the fluency in this flow of thoughts.

Thinking of randing and thoughts...how random is random...more a fractal - self-similar curvature, which if split into any size portion will still be the reduced size copy of the original! (Read http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fractal for fractal) We tend to believe that thoughts just come up randomly, but have they been always like that or is there a pattern in the macro perspective, is it a micro milestone of a long chain reaction of a physiological process which is happening over a quanta of time...reflecting as dreams or random thoughts when we could perceive it to be thoughts.

Yes, moving back to Life's invincible Principles, the author speaks about entropy and how we could resist/overcome it with proactivity...but the one thing which struck on to my conscious or even subconscious was his analogy of Ant riding an Elephant...

Ant who represents the conscious and Elephant the subconscious...ant who represents our presence of mind and voluntary (this representation or terming is quite debatable but atleast from the current dimension of existence, this could be considered as truth) expressions, decides to travel north and starts travelling quite unaware of its existence being on an Elephant which is already travelling south with strong intentions & conviction of hitting definitive milestones @ definitive time frames in its own dimension. Question is who is doing what and getting where???

I am confused, let me try to grab some sleep...