Randomly Randed Rand....

It is this question that keeps on reverberating which leads us into making those key decisions in life - to be or not to be. There are quite a few external forces which influence the decision, but it is that one defining deciding moment that changes everything for you. Not all the time is its impact so huge or long standing, but there is a definite impact. We learn from every one of those moments leading to one or the other key decisions.

Was reading a blog post from my sister...about purpose of things that happen...yes i do believe the base ism of life that everything happens to & around you for a reason and links you to the eternity as there is no way you can separate eternity from you(aham brahmam...). We always distance ourselves from the xperiences of even people so close keeping the state of invincible quite high in the subconscious, that when the reality strikes, we are caught totally unaware. The hypocrite in us laughs at us at hat critical moment. We have enlightened every person we have come across with those mind boggling thoughts of liberalisation...from prejuidice, from materialism, from anarchy and showed 'em all this beutiful world that we could have created, had the world gone with our revolutionary but progressive ism! Gosh...why do I have WE...it should be re-read as I, for it is always me the hypocrite talking!

Yes, i have seen his evolution in me. From being a fearful existence to a noisy state of beingly..the journey took hardly a few years. When i reflect backon these 39 odd years, most of the things happened for the good.

Randomly Randed Rand....

It is this question that keeps on reverberating which leads us into making those key decisions in life. There are quite a few external forces which influence the decision, but it is that one defining deciding moment that changes everything for you. Not all the timeis its impact so huge or lng standing, but there is a definite impact. We learn from every one of those moments leading to one or the other key decisions.

Was reading a blog post from my sister...about purpose of things that happen...yes i do believe the base ism of life that everything happens to & around you for a reason and links you to the eternity as there is no way you can separate eternity from you(aham brahmam...). We always distance ourselves from the xperiences of even people so close keeping the state of invincible quite high in the subconscious, that when the reality strikes, we are caught totally unaware. The hypocrite in us laughs at us at hat critical moment. We have enlightened every person we have come across with those mind boggling thoughts of liberalisation...from prejuidice, from materialism, from anarchy and showed 'em all this beutiful world that we could have created, had the world gone with our revolutionary but progressive ism! Gosh...why do I have WE...it should be re-read as I, for it is always me the hypocrite talking!

Yes, i have seen his evolution in me. From being a fearful existence to a noisy state of beingly..the journey took hardly a few years. When i reflect backon these 39 odd years, most of the things happened for the good.

Independance Day...Freedom from Negativity!!!

Wishing everyone a very happy Independence day… Freedom from Oppression, from hunger, from injustice, from corruption, from inequality, from indifference, from castes, from class, from relegion, from violence, from hatred, from…all those things that brings negativity to us, Freedom in true sense is away from all those. India has had freedom from the Oppression at the hands of people who conquered for the last 65 years, but did we manage to trickle that sense of freedom to every single life in India. We are a long way away from achieving that. We all have to do our little bit towards making that small change to make a few around us perceive that real sense of freedom. Most of us think and wish but hardly gets to do it. Let us all promise ourselves that we will do our bit to the minimum possible level to bring in a smile or two to a few around…

Some moments that change lives...

It was one of those warm summer afternoons, it was my first day at the Chemistry tuition; climbing up the stairs, I enter this room, a bit nervous, not too sure as to what is in store...a few benches and the few occupants, obviously girls, attracts my attention, when I am brought back to the reality with this coarse sound saying "Anil, thaa ividae ingottu vaaa..." and that was him K. C. Rajkumar. Every other day of my life, I look back at Anil from the mid eighties, a dark, lean, not-so-confident, middleclass boy, who could hardly lift his head, who could barely have confidence in staring at his own image in the mirror.

That was, in a few weeks time, slowly getting transformed, dark, lean was not changing but boy'o'boy the confidence was just increasing by every passing minute - that was him, Raj Kumar, who instilled the confidence in me, he changed my life, I still believe, it was that moment when he called me by my name from the back bench. Never before had I gone to the last bench in any class...I just walked into this glory, into this world of boomin' confidence. Thanks KC, You are just awesome buddy, just amazingly awesome. You dont know/realise what you have done, but whatver you did just changed my life...it one of those moments...

Thank you Mr. Jobs for this amazing iPad

Yes finally I fell for it and possibly one of the best decisions by far this month. I love this device...more laterz!!!

Yes...Prince 2 Practitioner is done & dusted

Quite Excited about today...the much awaited result is out and I can't really express the sense of gratification & relief that sets in. Even when conceptually I was quite happy with the way the training week went, this was a hurdle which I wanted to leap over. It is amazing how the framework has impacted me in terms of how I view individual projects the entire program and the different strategies that are in place and missing in the real world BAU engagements

Congratulations to myself...even if nobody reads :)

Here I am on my third day and not missed writing on this wall of and . CONGRATULATIONS Anil, think you have a space to jot down your pleasant and unpleasant thoughts, and be assured that nobody bothers to visit, read or comment :) As I wrote, yes I am in through a mid-life crisis now...I will sleep over it and be born again to live positively, not change much...for that is me and the more I try to change, lesser the significance of my being would be...beleive me it is just ME speaking through this crisis, my crisis management skills SUX!!! Good Night Anil :)